what exactly is my purpose in life?

Ever wrote a story so good, you were afraid to end it? That if you did end it, you dont know what to do after. That's the beauty of writing, the ability to create a temporary world you can get yourself lost into. But sometimes, it can be a bad thing. You get lost enough,Continue reading "what exactly is my purpose in life?"

i dreamt that i was best friends with Bill Hader and he was wearing Jordan 11 Win Like 96

Just had this weirdly detailed dream about Bill Hader being my best friend and his Jordan 11 Win Like 96 shoe. It was my birthday party. Its a weird start because I dont and never celebrated my birthday party with an actual party. There were a lot of people partying in my room, and BillContinue reading "i dreamt that i was best friends with Bill Hader and he was wearing Jordan 11 Win Like 96"

ever loved the idea of just disappearing permanently

Im not talking about suicide. Suicide requires you to be alive, that someone conceived you. People know who you are. You have friends. You made a mark on some people. You have a birth certificate. You went to school. You learned new things. You appear on photos both physical and digital. Someone loves you. SomeoneContinue reading "ever loved the idea of just disappearing permanently"

i always like to write stories because they are better than my life

I just finished writing the first chapter of my first story coming out of retirement. Not that I'm missed, but in my head, its a big deal. Its on Wattpad (I know, out of all the places I could publish it, why there). Its not a bad platform actually, if it wasnt filled with teenageContinue reading "i always like to write stories because they are better than my life"

i’ll complain less next year

Admit it or not, complaining feels good. There's something about it that makes you feel like you achieved something. When one thing doesnt go the way you want it to be, you complain. Even when everything went the way you want it to be, but there was something you didnt like in between of it,Continue reading "i’ll complain less next year"

dont get attached to the memories, attach to the person

Its a recipe for disaster. It doesnt matter if its with friends, family, significant other, anyone. People grow, that is human nature. As people grow, their desire grow also. It took a while for me to figure that out, but Im glad I did. I used to easily get attached to people, even the wrongContinue reading "dont get attached to the memories, attach to the person"

The Irishman – thoughts on the acting and storytelling

"One dog goes one way and the other goes the other"-a quote from Goodfellas which perfectly describes this badass alternate poster I just finished watching the Irishman for probably the 4th time this week now. Some have been saying they had to watch the film on 2 or 3 viewings before they could finish theContinue reading "The Irishman – thoughts on the acting and storytelling"

experience / imagination

I never realized how much I write before. Until now. I saw some of my works before. I did a couple or more for my own aspiring film making group, which my college friends and I made before. I rediscovered it just now, and I only expected flawed sentences and poor story telling, but no.Continue reading "experience / imagination"

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