One of my favorite photos. 3rd one is years after, and only days after Robert’s death. Its painful to see that time isn’t slowing down. Its difficult to accept that the past can never be relived as it was. I had, and still have, great friends, and I’m glad I had them in that stage of my life. It was simple, but I wouldn’t want to have it any other way.
I also very happy seeing my little brother and cousin with my close friends. I really tried to include them with my friends because like them, they are my brothers, separated only by blood.
Robert’s passing still makes me feel things I hate feeling. I’m sad that I wasn’t there to catch up with my friends. Depressed about thinking that we can never hang out the way we used to back when we had all the time in the world. And even if I never took that opportunity for granted, in fact, I made the most of it, I still feel like I never have done it enough.
Cherish every moment. And always think that it might be the last time you will be seeing someone, so tell them how much they mean to you. Never take things for granted. Never take people for granted. Always be nice. Always be forgiving. You never know what life has in store, and its really scary.
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