dreams are not real. whatever happens in your dreams are figments of things you’ve done, things you want to do, and things you wish you did. “Good night”, Riz said to his girlfriend, Ari. They were both lying comfortably under the sheets on their queen size mattress on the floor of their flat. “Good night”,ContinueContinue reading “the dream that changed his life.”
Monthly Archives: Dec 2019
it is what it is
I am at a very stagnant mood for the last couple of days. It has been since I started to completely accept some things in my life in which I cannot control anymore, things that would not change, things that I ran out of solutions to. I used to solve all my problems in myContinueContinue reading “it is what it is”
talking but nothing in particular
I felt this feeling before, the feeling of wanting to talk to someone, nothing in particular, just talk. Im not sure if I like it. I dont want to depend my stability to others. I am happy I have someone to talk to, and actually enjoy the small talks, the casual talks, but I alwaysContinueContinue reading “talking but nothing in particular”
dont look at me as the Jd from the past because I worked hard to detach myself from him
I know its impossible. I cant possibly inform every one about it. My past mistakes will continue to be the very definition of me to other people. To some, I am that asshole who broke their hearts, I am that terrible friend who left them hanging, I am that guy they never went along withContinueContinue reading “dont look at me as the Jd from the past because I worked hard to detach myself from him”
what exactly is my purpose in life?
Ever wrote a story so good, you were afraid to end it? That if you did end it, you dont know what to do after. That’s the beauty of writing, the ability to create a temporary world you can get yourself lost into. But sometimes, it can be a bad thing. You get lost enough,ContinueContinue reading “what exactly is my purpose in life?”
i dreamt that i was best friends with Bill Hader and he was wearing Jordan 11 Win Like 96
Just had this weirdly detailed dream about Bill Hader being my best friend and his Jordan 11 Win Like 96 shoe. It was my birthday party. Its a weird start because I dont and never celebrated my birthday party with an actual party. There were a lot of people partying in my room, and BillContinueContinue reading “i dreamt that i was best friends with Bill Hader and he was wearing Jordan 11 Win Like 96”
ever loved the idea of just disappearing permanently
Im not talking about suicide. Suicide requires you to be alive, that someone conceived you. People know who you are. You have friends. You made a mark on some people. You have a birth certificate. You went to school. You learned new things. You appear on photos both physical and digital. Someone loves you. SomeoneContinueContinue reading “ever loved the idea of just disappearing permanently”
i always like to write stories because they are better than my life
I just finished writing the first chapter of my first story coming out of retirement. Not that I’m missed, but in my head, its a big deal. Its on Wattpad (I know, out of all the places I could publish it, why there). Its not a bad platform actually, if it wasnt filled with teenageContinueContinue reading “i always like to write stories because they are better than my life”
i’ll complain less next year
Admit it or not, complaining feels good. There’s something about it that makes you feel like you achieved something. When one thing doesnt go the way you want it to be, you complain. Even when everything went the way you want it to be, but there was something you didnt like in between of it,ContinueContinue reading “i’ll complain less next year”
dont get attached to the memories, attach to the person
Its a recipe for disaster. It doesnt matter if its with friends, family, significant other, anyone. People grow, that is human nature. As people grow, their desire grow also. It took a while for me to figure that out, but Im glad I did. I used to easily get attached to people, even the wrongContinueContinue reading “dont get attached to the memories, attach to the person”
highest in the room 